finally have the time to type out something here. last week has been hectic! with what the recommendation letters and personal statement, there hasnt been much time to do anything else. but it was also a stressing time omg. seriously, to be writing good and proper drafts, and letting your teachers edit it afterwards isnt exactly the easiest task. >< then again, i guess in the end it would all be worth it, hopefully (:

went for the med essay test today, and all i've got to say was. what a weird question to give to us. >< didnt really know what to write for the first minute, so well, i just stoned at my seat and read and reread the question. dont think i did well at it hehs. anw, one down, one left to go, hoping that it goes well.

pkmn b&w

wahahah i've seen the reviews for pokemon black and white today, and i'm really looking forward to getting it! doesnt matter if its emulator, or the actual one, i still think its going to be great! seems like quite a new gameplay to the whole pokemon franchise, and i hope it wont be as mundane as its predecessors. even though the new pokemon seems quite err. ugly and off sorts, i guess it would be always quite interesting to see how the new generation turns out heh. (:

it has been long awaiteddddddddd!

lion king musical

popped over to marina bay sands yesterday with cheryl and sam to watch the lion king musical, and i must say, it was pretty impressive. the sets were very beautiful, and at almost every scene, there was so much to be looking out for that you could miss the main action altogether. the way the costumes were designed, to be so intricately made, and also the movements of all those who were masquerading as the characters. to say the least, it was very lifelike. (:

oh. and regarding the reviews, for those who said that perhaps the only memorable songs were 'circle of life' and 'can you feel the love tonight', they were probably right. other than that, the choral were mostly in African? but then again, it made for a more realistic musical!

haha i must say that somewhere during the opening of the first act, with all the lights suddenly dimmed and lit again, i really had no idea of what was going on. except for people who were turning their heads around, and rafiki pointing towards the back of the audience. it was an astonishing shock to see all the characters prancing down the aisle towards the stage... and to say that once was not enough was not an overstatement. beginning of act2 had the same thingum going on, and i must say i was confused once again. heh i never learn do i... ><

oh well it was really some fantabulous show at the very end of it, and i must admit, the vocal talents were really great too, especially that of the young nala. must say it was money well spent! on retrospect, i dont think that cat1 seats were that great, seeing as if it was wayyy too far front to see well enough, not to mention that you would need to keep staring upwards at the stage.. (:

field day

two weeks of not driving and i've become rusty. hehs cant even let go of the clutch to the biting point properly. i hope i wont be regressing too much when i actually stop during my ns... have really been reading too much. every time i go out, i'll find it a point to pop by some library, no matter how horribly stocked it is. and it doesnt help that i keep finding books that interest me at these community libraries. ><

looking forward to USS on wednesday, and lion king next week. muahahaha discounted tickets to USS, go be jealous. xP

hate all those interviews whereby the interviewer starts with, 'tell me about yourself'. i mean. wth. dont you already know enough about the interviewee from all the resumes and everything else that has been submitted.

haha but anw, what exactly would they expect? something honest about yourself and your hobbies, or something that the interviewer hopes to hear which actually would help the interviewee secure the job? something called bullshit? hehs. anw, i got my second job, its a banquet waiter position at the ritz carlton. cool place to work in i guess. havent exactly started work yet, will go see how it goes on monday. i hope its funnnnnnn! (:

went bowling for a while today, i'm glad to say i kind of know how to place a proper spin on the bowling ball already. haha now its time for more practice to get my consistency up.

oooh happy happy day yesterday. driving was quite interesting as usual, but then again there were all those jay walkers and cyclists all about. makes things more difficult for a new driver, cant really go faster and not worry about the route that those people are going to take.

and my instructor was really not letting me go faster. seriously, i believe i was crawling at a snail's pace. quite a lot of cars sped up and passed me even though it was illegal to do so. hehs.

anw, with two lessons every time i go down to bbdc, i think i'm going to finish my test before i enlist hahaha. subject to the available test dates tho. ><

night was the preview of 'i am number four', pretty awesome movie, with all the special effects, AND NOT TO MENTION THE COOL GUNS! omg i really doubt any geek guy wouldn't drool at the prospect of owning one of those guns. reminds me of a few games, those guns that is. think dianna agron's acting is ehhh, kinda stiff? haha or maybe its just her usual acting chops. reminded me a lot of glee tho, and there was even a hint of glee inside when she mentioned being a.. ehh nevermind. i'll leave you to watch it heehee.

oh! glee episode 11 is out? hahaha i think i'm kinda slow. on a separate note, running man is kinda addictive. laughing yourself silly while sitting at the com is definitely one way to get you in trouble with your parents lol, and i dont think i'm the only one. ok, so yea, go watch running man, its a korean variety show, not the 1987 movie or something.

and once again, i cant express my gratitude to nuffnang for organizing the 'i am number four' competition. MAYBE ITS JUST MY LUCK MUAHAHAHA. i dont mind winning another preview to the movie, hehe. (:

OHOHOHOH LOL THANK YOU NUFFNANG. =D

last minute entry ended up leaving me with a pair of preview tickets to the movie: i am number four! ohoh. its gna be sooo exciting! (: can't wait!

I AM NUMBER FOUR (:

I am number four by pittacus lore is finally in cinemas! ok soon enough anw. (: what's more! dianna agron is acting in it! hahaha umm. anw. go watch the trailer at this link, its pretty awesome. all the special effects, plus the storyline is really absorbing!

omg seriously! and here's the screenshots, where you're able to win some freebies by just answering the questions given! quite awesome, no?

hahaha alright peeps. have an early night, anddddd
GO CATCH I AM NUMBER FOUR MOVIE STARTING 24 FEBRUARY 2011!

ahhhh driving is seriously damn fun! but its also quite scary driving in the rain :s and suddenly cars appear out from nowhere, especially when your instructor insists that you change from left to center to right lane, then back to center and left lane again. hehs. good experience tho. cant wait for my next lesson on monday.

when you start working, you'll meet people from all walkss of life. seriously. even all the horrible people. pompous basterds, people who think they know all and then screw up everything, and also all the kiau people. gee. guess this is what it means to be in the service industry. lol.

i guess i was really unlucky on my first day of work to have encountered all those chinese nationals. yesterday and today was sooo much better! although it was quite tiring to report at 0630 and 0530 for both days, the work kinda gets quite satisfying when you really get down to it.

met most of the 1.2k chinese nationals AGAIN yesterday, as they were returning from their 4/5(?) day cruise. hahaha luckily things were much smoother, and they left the cruise centre relatively quickly! no headaches! and then it was much more peaceful in the afternoon, quite relaxing, at least there wasnt much of a crowd to contend with, as compared to, well, y'know, monday. 2nd time of being a line agent's is getting kind of boring, so yea. pity those who have done line agent since their first day of work. *ahem.

saturday (today, actually), was surprisingly good! in terms of the job scope, and also the overall feel. too bad it ended quite late, around 6 or 8? O.o anw, as they say, its the customers who make your day, or rather, you do beyond the bare minimum to make your customers day, and what a difference it really makes! but in the end, all things come round, so yea.

i guess westerners are more upbeat about life in general, and they're seriously jolly. after 3 hours in the morning of 'meet and greet', your job becomes really relaxing, and your spirits are uplifted. it wasnt actually 'meet and greet', rather to see if the passengers need any kind of assistance, and to offer them the use of the elevator.

it was by chance that i got tipped, after helping some mauritius guy with the luggages. omg he was carrying 4 huge bags of stuff, i really dont know what he filled them with, but it was packed to the brim, and not to mention, pretty heavy too. hahaha go be jealous all you other people. xP

anw, it was a whole day of chit chatting with those who were doing the same job as i was, amidst greeting all the passengers. looking forward to monday's work. wonder what i'll get to do this time............... (:

oh yes! did i mention, there was a beautiful sunrise that could be seen from the gangway leading to the cruise ship? i do have pictures, but really. they dont even convey beauty of it.

work yesterday was urghhh.. i guess altogether it wasnt too bad, it just had to occur that on my first day of work, 1.2k chinese nationals were boarding the cruise for that day. 1.2k can you believe it.

imagine the mess and chaos they created while queueing up to get their boarding passes, and a single snaking line that was supposed to ensure orderliness became a line of 5 people in a row. throughout the snaking line.

so well. whatadda you expect. insisting on boarding first, and then creating a chaotic scene at the counters, everone has to take turns right. so off they go alternating to the counters, and the ones behind keep complaining of the long wait. oh dear. well too bad. wait you shall have to, since y'all created the queue and mess in the first place. (:

oh yea. forgot to add that my job was called 'line agent' hahaha so apt right. but i rather be behind the counter, checking in the passengers; its more fun that way, or maybe even being a runner. i know how pathetic that sounds, but its really fun when you get down to it! soon, i hope, next time i turn up for work.

work wasnt too bad overall, but really tiring. with all the running all over the place, and standing for extended hours, my legs were really painful at the end of the whole day. went out with my clique after work, and the billiards game didnt help my legs at all!! seriously it made it worse lol.

basic theory practice and evaluation today, at bbdc, and guess who i met there. haha actually, it was quite a lot of people i saw there while waiting for my slot to arrive. douglas, henry and li wei. oh what a small world. least of all i didnt expect to see li wei there. hahaha

the practices were simply too easy, not to mention evaluation too, hehes. i came in 10 mins late for practice, finished with 10 mins to spare. 4 booklets, 265 questions, it wasnt daunting at all ahahaha. got 100% for the evaluation, 70 qns, finished within 10 mins. (:

i wouldnt say that all of Carolyn Parkhurst's books are awesome, perhaps only The Dogs of Babel. Style of writing is really different from any other writers i've read, and also the way she portrays her novel and the plot that follows. have i mentioned its a bittersweet novel about true love, grief, talking dogs? hahaha its worth a read.

personally, Lost and Found, another book of hers, is kinda confusing at first, but written with a slightly different perspective each time the novel starts a new chapter. so yea. just read those two if you're interested, nevermind the last book, The Nobodies Album. i didnt even get past 20 pages for the last. hahaha

results in 39 hours, should i be worried? maybe, maybe not, since its already determined. hope i dont do too badly. but anyway, there'll always be jitters, hopefully its not too bad HAHAHA. really would like to know who's our new principal though.

Had i known yesterday what i'd know today, i'd have taken out your two gray eyes and put in eyes of clay. Had i known but yesterday that you'd be no more my own, i'd had taken out your heart of flesh and put in one of stone. ---- Tam Lin.

Touching novel, The Dogs of Babel, by Carolyn Parkhurst.

Think I'm going to get fat. And fat and even fatter >< Been eating throughout my whole trip in Malaysia, and I've to admit, its pretty good!! Seriously, the past two days, apart from visiting relatives, I havnt been doing much else except to eat. Hehs there's still two more days until I'm back in Singapore, and hahaha I'm really looking forward to it (: Ahh don't care already lar. I'm just going to have to work it off before ns starts, otherwise its really going to be tough when I go in in may.

Oh btw. I realized that school3 has the best welfare, cause there are female intakes too. Andddd the walk from the jetty is the nearest hahaha. I like.

hahaha went for lunch today, and guess what happened. lol totally unexpected for a waitress. didnt even seem that the place was crowded, or noisy even, but anyway, she didnt even hear the order properly.

adrian: "i dont think i'll have the add-on already, can i have the vanilla milkshake?'"
waitress: "oh, so that'll be just two add-ons. and a milkshake. what flavour?"
adrian: "vanilla milkshake."

.............. oh well. that was fail. much.

hahaha then it was quite a scenic walk around clarke quay, before heading back for FREE CANDY! omg its so awesome. red and green intertwined, with a sourish centre, flattened into a lollipop. small one though. but yea. nice (: from sticky =D

dinner tomorrow, i hope. but there's no news of where and when yet. >< hahaha guess i'll have to be patient.

oh dear. not another deus ex machina.... such a horrible ending to 'under the skin'. not something quite expected, though it was introduced somewhere in the middle of the plot. not that it matters. seems like us humans are not acutally humans at all, but rather, vodsels. and that isserley and her kind are the real 'humans', with a long snout, 4 limbs, 6 fingers, tails for balance, hahaha it seems kind of weird reading the novel and only understanding it after some time into the novel.

think i need to starve myself off torchlight. 8 hours today. feels quite... exhilarating. its been a while since i've played anything vaguely similar to diablo2, and truthfully, it just makes me look forward to diablo3. why wont blizzard release the game more quickly! arghhhhh its like what. almost 10 years of waiting already. -.- gwarhhhhh

torchlight is seriously a ripoff of diablo2. not surprising actually, seeing that the developers are the same ones who worked on diablo2. on a whole, there's not much of a challenge, with the dungeons being seemingly linear, not many variations to be found in them. its quite easy for each of the 3 characters to overwhelm the many waves of monsters that they encounter, with the various skill sets that they possess.

hahaha kk enough. off to another book. f. paul wilson. check out his books for the repairman jack series.

went to the library today, and wheeee! the total limit for loaning books has been upped to 12! hahaha so this means i'm able to borrow 36 books in total, or at least for the holidays.

wonder if anyone still remembers one of the unseen extracts we did during the FYEs of 2009? the one on isserley, and her picking up male hitchhikers? hahaha by chance i found the book, under the skin by michel faber... it really makes for a good read, slow moving tempo, never failing to draw your attention, and also the vivid detail to the setting in the book. what makes it interesting is how faber can actually allude all that he is describing to something sexual in nature. having said that, you'll really need patience to get into the action of the book, as a huge part of the beginning is devoted to just the act of driving and picking up seemingly endless scores of vorsels (or so they're called)... hahaha havnt really finished the book proper, but having gone halfway into the book is already making me tingle with excitement over the outcome of the story.

most of faber's other books are mainly short stories, and just the thought of reading yet another short story really puts me off. oh! and i did find another one of hermann hesse's books, but cant recall what it was... hahaha i dont think i'm up for any more of hesse's books, after what i've been through with siddhartha. x(

more for another day, perhaps, maybe for other books that i've borrowed.

please please please let the Parkway lady receive my application for an attachment and grant it... please please please.... (:

it doesnt hurt to be too optimistic =D

finished glee season 1 today. quite a long season, but out of it all, it's a good show. behind all those fancy dance moves, the drama of high school, slushie facials, getting knocked up, there are pretty nice things that the show tells us y'know. i seem to have much more to say, but eeeeh. dang. kinda lost my thoughts.

wish me luck netting another attachment at a private hospital (:

and i thought that the toothpick fish was all a legend. quite seriously, heard it in secondary 2, and i didnt think much about it until... just a few days ago.

so the rumour goes: if you pee into a river in the Amazon (that's where they're only found), chances are a fish swimming up your urine stream and lodging itself in your urether is quite high. i mean, like really lodging, with spines and all, and of course, being unable to remove it. >< gee. sounds pretty bad huh.

anyway. turns out that the rumour is quite true. not the swimming up the stream of urine part, but rather the lodging part. and it expands to like 3 times its size once inside!?! now that. is quite disturbing. omg seriously freaked out ok. and it doesnt help that okto show the little monsters of the Amazon river.

anw. quite an interesting read, this website.

bought my prom attire at quite a steal. from some high end brand too. hahaha i'm stuck on dropbox now actually. its quite a good application for sharing things over the net, and it works much faster than downloading from megaupload, fileserve or such. hehs, and its such a convenience too (: hahaha I'M SO EXCITED.and i've downloaded many movies too, so, yea, tomorrow's going to be blow.

eh. btw. go install dropbox. please please please plox use this link. its for my referral. get more storage space online y'know.

hahahaha guess i should getting back to blogging huh. actually, now that ib's over, i'm not quite sure what i'm going to do for the next two months before exam results come out... hahaha i dont think i felt much jubilation after completing ib, or maybe its just me. either way, i think aloyslim is correct to some extent. you really do wonder: 'hmmm, now that i dont have school, what am i going to do to fill the hours/days? play computer games, watch movies/anime, catch up on lost episodes of superb serials, english or otherwise...? what, exactly. dont i actually do that every day before ib ended?'


lol sounds so depressing right. hahaha. ok nevermind. went to sentosa today! so awesome right. hahaha not to uss though. although i know of someone who was so excited at the sights of uss ALONE. lol but we shall go there one day. in january most probably, anyone? battlestar galactica isn't open just yet.

but anywayyyyyy. sentosa was fun today! hahaha between building trenches and sandcastles and the bridge that crosses the moat, i still think the bridge was the best! sling sure has some awesome skills when building the bridge over the moat. hahaha (: and then there was also the star-shaped sandcastle. reminds me of patrick, that stupid pink starfish. and then the sky turned pretty dark, and streaks of lightning were seen flying across the sky... so. we went back, too bad we didnt really play that much at sentosa, not to mention take many pics too. x( met federick, kegan, ken, calida, and ian (no not me you dumbdumb. the other ian) when going back.

seriously man. i think we're learning fast from kh eh. became hobos at vivocity, and sat down at some random corner of the 3rd floor to play.... bridge? djmax3? and also blasting songs. i'm quite surprised the security guards didnt come and chase us away... hahaha kk i should go tag pictures on fb now. some more in the days to come! (:

ciao peeps. have a fun holiday tomorrow. and good luck to those geography and b&m people who havnt completed your exams yet.

cookie monster

Paul the octopus. Gotta learn something from him you know.... Actually, come to think of it, now that Germany's world cup matches are over, what's going to happen to Paul... Isn't it time for him to be cooked, sauted and savoured?

Geee. 100% prediction streak so far. That's quite a record in itself.

Soon the rain will stop falling, baby
So let's forget the past
Coz here we are at last

more than that

Oh dear. English paper2 tomorrow. That's not good at all.

On the other hand, Biology was fun today! Although the essay questions were like endless, going on and on and on, seemed like it took forever to finish. One hour ended up feeling like more than 2 hours.

At least this paper wasn't quite like the others, kinda of screwed up most of the others, except econs, chem hp3 was particularly bad. It was only after the exam did i realize that the almost the whole of option A was to find ONE compound. >< And to think i treated it like different compounds, for the various parts of the question. x( sadface much.

elucidate

And its strange, you know, how things that were once quite foreign in Year5 suddenly becomes soooo clear when revisited again in Year6. And to think it makes perfect sense now, as compared to being a blur of thoughts and ideas just a year ago.

jabberwocky

Ooooh Alice in Wonderland. I like. (y)

you're entirely bonkers.
but i'll tell you a secret. 
all the best people are. 

hustle on

Being back at the air rifle range today really makes me want to go back to shooting again. Its been two years since i last shot, and to think, i'm still quite attached to the sport. Helping out at the range for a good part of the morning reminds me of the fond memories that i had at the school's range, and also at safra.

Now it seems that things have changed a lot! Even barely 6 months into the sport, the sec1s are already showing very good performances, and to think that it took us almost 1 year to perfect whatever-nots that our coach was telling us. Seriously talented.

Oh well. At least it wasn't time wasted today, i got to see Mr Koh for TOK consultation too. Mr Koh is really good at TOK, even though he's quite slack xP Haha now with a newfound inspiration, writing the final essay would be soooooo much easier. (: Many many thoughts to pen down, i don't know if i'll ever remember them all.

Haha Singapore's YOG theme song is quite nice! "Everyone" by Tabitha Nauser, and guest appearances (i guess you can call it that right?) by Jessica Mauboy, Steve Appleton, Jodie Williams and Sean Kingston.

every child, has a wish 
to glow like the stars above. 
reach out for that moment in our lives!

harry kewell

HAHAHA Australia the red card team >< LOL

tumble

Hehs the stupid bugger who tripped over the ball, bringing down another opponent with himself. And in the end, slovenia's substitute was stretched out. What a sad end. -.- Lol but the moment was super funny while it lasted!

deviantart

Hahaha photo spam... Some nicer pictures i got from deviantART. 

  

 Dandelionnnn!

 

Oooh its like two ladybugs in action...

 

 

 

 I think it's some tree with wind stress... Can't remember what exactly it is though, but the way it doesn't seem to be growing on one side...

Fog in the morning...

Hehs got nothing interesting to post. Oh well.

scence

Got this from deviantART. Haha they have nice stuff there too!

gossamer thread of fine silk

Everything's tumbling down around me... >.> Urghhh.

Can't wait for everything to be over. Seriously. I'm even looking forward to NS now.

Oreo fudged Mnm

Aww damn. Sam's belated birthday celebrations today, and look how awesome the cake is!!

Oh. EE is really over and done with. And CAS too. Its such a headache. For that i'm quite glad. Now, its time to focussssssss.

thumbdriver

I'm going crazy over the amount of work to be done. No, not crazy crazy, but rather a crazy high. Gee. I'm quite screwed.

seasons for everything

This uber familiar feeling's awash over me again... I can't let it happen again...

Student council investiture was quite touching today. I can't remember the last time i felt so many emotions welling up in me. Oh blearh. Oh fine i do remember. It was the passing out of NPCC in my secondary life. Luckily i went onto become a CI, i can't imagine the Fridays that will be spent with a whole lot of free time.

Actually, i'm kind of taking a step back already, even though i want to go for NP, but then again, there's the urgent need to study for the upcoming tests, not forgetting the common tests in July too. Trying to adjust having loads of time on Fridays now. Think i'm going to end up tearing when it comes to August, when i'll finally be saying the final goodbye to NPCC. There's still a lot to do, and i really do hope that whoever takes over will do a much better job than what my batch has done. Hoped that i had groomed my future leaders well, so that they can bring the unit to yet another level of success.

Five hundrend twenty five thousand six hundred minutes
Five hundrend twenty five thousand moments so dear

How do you measure, measure a year?

Heard this song during SC Investiture today. In Another Life by The Veronicas
Its quite nice (:

let it go

Out of sight, out of mind. Interestingly, this phrase popped out during class time again. >< Bleh. When i was thinking of acutally making it work, oh well. Circumstances not flowing in my favour.

Failed. Terribly. >< Maybe its not supposed to be like that.

Oh. I found the Chem quiz quite fun to do today. Although much of it is going to be wrong, but it was still fun figuring the different molecular structures for the different compounds. And it was like detective work!! Hahaha i'm going crazy. (: Quite happy today too. Hehes. But important thing is: this time i won't fail the test/quiz/whatever!

Oh yea. I love this song: Let It Go by Graham Colton. Super awesome.

Stars will explode.
Mountains erode,
Oceans overflow,
Let it go. (:

nostalgic bliss

I feel so accomplished tonight. Managed to finish the whole of topic 10/20 for chem, and what's more! I understand! And can remember all the different mechanisms for the reactions! Yay! Hahaha so happy (:

Been a long time since i actually posted something here. Oh well...

Stolen - Dashboard Confessional

We watch the season pull up its own stakes
And catch the last weekend of the last week
Before the gold and the glimmer have been replaced,
Another sun soaked season fades away


Its going to be like that soon. Time's passing very fast now, its May already. Soon. IB. I'm going to be done with you. For now, let's treasure those times we have, cause memories last forever. (:

breathe

broccoli

Crying in the rain - Everly brothers

I'll never let you see
The way my broken heart is hurting me
I've got my pride and I know how to hide
All the sorrow and pain
I'll do my crying in the rain

If I wait for cloudy skies
You won't know the rain from the tears in my eyes
You'll never know that I still love you
So though the heartaches remain
I'll do my crying in the rain

Ohoh. Another song i like.

I Never Told You - Colbie Calliat
I miss those blue eyes
How you kiss me at night
I miss the way we sleep

Like there's no sunrise
Like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

I see your blue eyes
Everytime I close mine
You make it hard to see
Where I belong to
When I'm not around you
It's like I'm alone with me

Its been a long time since i posted, too busy, and also too lazy to come update this blog. Hehs. YTL concert was amazing! Really cannot describe the atmosphere at SBG, seeing Andrea Bocelli and Delta Goodrem (:

ugly and me

Coincidentally i heard another Mandy Moore song on 88.3JiaFM on the radio this afternoon.

I Wanna Be With You

I try but I can't seem to get myself
To think of anything but you
Your breath on my face
Your warm gentle kiss, I taste the truth
I taste the truth

We know what I came here for
So I won`t ask for more

I wanna be with you
If only for a night
To be the one whose in your arms
Who holds you tight
I wanna be with you
There's nothing more to say
There's nothing else I want more than to feel this way
I wanna be with you

So I`ll hold you tonight
Like I would if you were mine
To hold forever more
And I`ll saver each touch that I wanted
So much to feel before (To feel before)
How beautiful it is
Just to be like this
Oh baby

I can`t fight this feeling anymore
It drives me crazy when I try to
So call my name
Take my hand
Make my wish
Baby, your command?

Yeah
I wanna be with you
There's nothing more to say
There's nothing else I want more than to feel this way
(I wanna be) I wanna be with you (I wanna be with you)
I wanna be with you
Wanna be with you (Yeah)
(I wanna be with you) I wanna be
I wanna be with you
(I wanna be)
(I wanna be)
(I wanna be with you) Yeah
(I wanna be with you)
I wanna be, I wanna be baby
I wanna be
(I wanna be with you)

I wanna be with you, yeah
I wanna be with you
I wanna be with you

piggy candyyyy

Went to Botanic Gardens yesterday, turns out i was lucky enough to be picked to help out with the upcoming YTL concert of celebration. Guest stars? Andrea Bocelli!! Yea, beat that! Haha and i'm doing the distribution of goodie bags, altogether 6000 of them -.- Huge number. Oh well. At least i can get to watch the fellow sing live! (:

Met Yingting, one of my long-time-no-see NP friend... Felt damn paiseh for her to recognize me, and was i like... 'whos that person... how come she knows my name' >< But gee. Its been a longlong time since i saw her... Haha can't blame me for that. At least now i'm not lonely at palm valley, with Samuel and Gleen being at swan lake...

Hahaha no song for tonight. Maybe next time. Suffice to say. Don't feel the need to be inspired by songs tonight. Hahaha!

blearh

Heyyy i like this song too. (: Lee Carr's voice a slight bit nasal (?) butbut, its nice.

Song for the broken hearted - Lee Carr
It hit me like a ton of bricks to my chest
It's something that i never would of guessed
that you would be walking out that door
All the times i shared with you it was the best
I never would of thought you would of left
Don't wanna stick around with me anymore
Now i, i wish you would of told me
Why, instead of just up and leaving before you said good-bye
If you ever love someone..

If you ever really love somebody
What do you do when you lose somebody
This one is for the broken hearted
For the ones that's feeling all alone
If you ever really love somebody
Know how it feels when you lose somebody
This one is for the broken hearted
For the ones that's feeling all alone

Everyday it seems like rain is falling down
But nobody ever seems to be around
These pictures are bitter sweet memories
Holding my head from pain that doesn't go away
And every morning i see your face baby
Cos my mind forgets that you're not here
Now i, i wish you would of told me
Why, instead of just up and leaving before you said good-bye
If you ever..

If you ever really love somebody (if you ever)
What do you do when you lose somebody
This one is for the broken hearted (broken hearted )
For the ones that's feeling all alone (all alone)
If you ever really love somebody
Know how it feels when you lose somebody
This one is for the broken hearted
For the ones that's feeling all alone

Nobody wants to live alone (no they don't wanna live)
And if you've been touched by the words in this song
Then you know if you ever..

If you ever really love somebody
What do you do when you lose somebody (oh)
This one is for the broken hearted (broken hearted)
For the ones that's feeling all alone (all alone)
If you ever really love somebody
Know how it feels when you lose somebody
This one is for the broken hearted
For the ones that's feeling all alone

If you ever really love somebody
What do you do when you lose somebody (if you ever loved)
This one is for the broken hearted
For the ones that's feeling all alone (if you ever loved)
If you ever really love somebody
Know how it feels when you lose somebody
This one is for the broken hearted
For the ones that's feeling all alone

Oooh oooh oooh
No oooh oooh oooh
No oooh oooh oooh
Ooooh
This is for the broken hearted

hello day

不再为他流泪 - Fish Leong
你走了太久一定很累
他错了不该你来面对
离开他就好就算了心情很干脆

他其实没有那么绝对
远一点你就看出真伪
离开他不等于 你的世界会崩溃
转个弯 你还能飞

就别再为他流泪
别再让他操控你的伤悲
就算有一点愚昧一点点后悔
也不要太狼狈

他不值得你的泪
把那遗憾留在大雨的街
你曾在迷失的旅途中盲目追
以后为自己醉

每段感情都非常珍贵
他的好你就放在心扉
记得有个人曾让你那样的心醉

你笑了照亮夜幕的黑
什么梦都不比你的美
多少年以后想起他还有些体会
那些你已无所谓

就别再为他流泪
别再让他操控你的伤悲
就算有一点愚昧一点点后悔
也不要太狼狈

他不值得你的泪
把那遗憾留在大雨的街
你曾在迷失的旅途中盲目追
以后为自己醉

就别再为他流泪
别再让他操控你的伤悲
就算有一点愚昧一点点后悔
也不要太狼狈

他不值得你的泪
把那遗憾留在大雨的街
你曾在迷失的旅途中盲目追
以后管他是谁

Chinese song tonight, for a change. Hope you'll like it.

walk on the water

You look around
It’s staring back at you
Another wave of doubt
Will it pull you under
You wonder

What if I’m overtaken
What if I never make it
What if no one’s there?
Will you hear my prayer?

When you take that first step
Into the unknown
You know that he won’t let you go

Chorus:
So what are you waiting for?
What do you have to lose?
Your insecurities try to alter you

You know you’re made for more
So don’t be afraid to move
Your faith is all
It takes and you can
Walk on the water too

Verse 2:
So get out
And let
Your fear fall to the ground
No time to waste
Don’t wait
Don’t you turn around and miss out
Everything you were made for
I know you’re not sure
So you play it safe
Try to run away

If you take that first step
Into the unknown
He won’t let you go

(chorus)

Bridge:
(step out)
Even when a storm hits
(step out)
Even when you’re broken
(step out)
Even when your heart is telling you telling you to give up
(step out)
When your hope is stolen
(step out)
You can’t see where you’re going
You don’t have to be afraid

So what are you waiting,
What are you waiting for?

So what are you waiting for?
What do you have to lose?
Your insecurities try to alter you

You know you’re made for more
So don’t be afraid to move
Your faith is all
It takes and you can
Walk on the water…
Walk on the water too

Should be a Christian song. So meaningful.

Gift of a friend

Sometimes you think you'll be fine by yourself
'Cause a dream is a wish that you make all alone
It's easy to feel like you don't need help
But it's harder to walk on your own

You'll change inside when you realize

The world comes to life and everything's bright
From beginning to end when you have a friend by your side
That helps you to find the beauty you are
When you open your heart and believe in the gift of a friend
The gift of a friend

Someone who knows when you're lost and you're scared
And there through the highs and the lows
Someone you can count on, someone who cares
Beside you wherever you'll go

You'll change inside when you realize

The world comes to life and everything's bright
From beginning to end when you have a friend by your side
That helps you to find the beauty you are
When you open your heart and believe in the gift of a friend

And when your hope crashes down
Shattering to the ground you, you feel all alone
When you don't know which way to go
And there's no signs leading you home, you're not alone

The world comes to life and everything's bright
From beginning to end when you have a friend by your side
That helps you to find the beauty you are
When you open your heart and believe in
When you believe in, when you believe in the gift of a friend

refreshed

So. I lied. I'm back here. x( Aiya. I'll come back anytime i feel like it. Maybe not once a month... See how first hahaha.

Anyway, just customized my tumblr. Its much nicer now hahaha. Added profile pic, description, and... Nuffnang codes!!! Yay! Haha i can know who stalks my tumblr and at what time too (: Heehee

If you've forgotten, but i doubt you will. http://redpill-bluepill.tumblr.com


I don't want to walk this earth
If I gotta do it solo

moved

New tumblr. Just set it up not too long ago... Haha too lazy to blog already. So. If a picture speaks a thousand words, there you have it. Do remember to update your links, whoever is reading this blog...

http://redpill-bluepill.tumblr.com

Anyway. Seeya Blogger. Probably be coming back for once a month or such. (:

paper faces on parade

The calm before the storm. Very still and quiet around here, despite the occasional cool breeze. It's darkening for each minute that passes. Thunder and lightning getting more frequent now. Well well. As i'm typing, there's this sunbird taking shelter in my balcony. I think its the same as the one who grew up at my house not too many months ago...

I really think i'll be setting up a tumblr. Its quite attractive, much better than blogger. Oh, and until the day i think of a nice url. Meh. I'll be stuck at blogger. x( Doesn't mean i'll be leaving blogger, but less frequent posts, seeing that there's nothing nice to post too.

Back to EE. Hopefully i'll finish by Monday so that i can get another round of feedback before the finalfinal copy needs to be handed in to IBO.

Ciaociao (:

When violet eyes get brighter,
And heavy wings grow lighter,
I’ll taste the sky and feel alive again.

why har?!?

limbehsong:

why har ANGLO CHINESE SCHOOL boys must look down on ITE boys har? why har ANGLO CHINESE SCHOOL boys ALWAYS look down on ITE boys har ? i is cames is from ITE why ANGLO CHINESE SCHOOL boys must look down on iTE boys? why ANGLO CHINESE SCHOOL boys ALWAYS look down on ITE boys ? why har ? very lao kuay izzit? very malu izzit ? very lao kuay izzit? very malu izzit ? very boh mian zhi izzit ? very sui izzit ? very sia sui izzit ? very sia sui izzit ?  ---- Sat Apr 17 08:28:52 SGT 2010

Make your own conclusions.

brother bear

Haha more pictures =D All from gatekeeper this time.

Now, THIS. Is literally love in the air.

Hahaha rainbow-coloured cake. Reminds me of the velvet cake much, no? Damn awesome, but this is so much prettier (:

Oooh this kitty's damn cute. Naise. 

Don't understand why. Almost all the songs adapted for the Disney movies are really nice!!

So don't run, don't hide, 

It will be alright,

If you keep believing.

body language

Aww man. Dead tired again. Think it was the small badminton game during the fencing competition i went to watch... Bleh. Super hot inside Clementi Sports Hall. And talk about good shelter. The rain was coming in through the gaps in the ceiling shutters, fine mist drenching all who were at the upper level supporting.

Fencing is quite complicated.. That i have to say. What priority to attack, the point scoring, aiya. Whatever lar. So complicated. Ohoh! And Juno's very good at fencing! Look at his legwork. Hmmph. Hah. I just realized i can't exactly describe it here.

Oh yea. Did i mention?? Hahaha damn funny. Koon Han's down for another medical checkup just because he failed the ECG twice. TWICE! Hehs. Now have to go hospital for ultrasound of his heart... Sad sad boy. I hope i don't end up like him hahaha xP

Was thinking of stuff during the fencing competition. Most of the times, we are at odds with what people are doing, wanting to change the way they approach things, seeing that what we do may just be better than what the other person does. Don't we actually realize that we are just as flawed (in the same sense) as who we are critiquing? Oh well. Which brings me to my point. Let God do the changing, be it in yourself, or others, for the good of everyone. Oh well. If you do understand what i'm saying. Hehs. Can't express myself properly tonight. Mind's in a jumble..

Sums up what i just mentioned, no? 

Now that's what i call 'entwined together, like best friends forever'. (:

I think someone's hooked on tumblr too. Now, who'dya need to thank??? Hahaha kidding.

Anyway. Got this song stuck in my head. Especially the chorus. Bleh. Sam and MA. Thanks ah. x(

Parlez vous francais

Konichiwa

Come and move in my way

Hey, little chica from Guadeloupe,

The thing you got behind you is amazing

Con't

Finally found the correct version of the song. The original one sounds quite bad...